I haven’t blogged in so long because life, overall, is
great and busy. I have so many things I am thankful for, I really do, but today
I just feel gloomy.
It’s always hard to take a long road trip—both physically
and mentally—but this one was the worst … hopefully of all time. By no means
does that mean I will never go on another one, but I certainly need some time
to recover.
As I reflect on the two moments that made me feel slightly betrayed and completely protective, I am floored. I hope I never hurt someone I love in that way. Words really do cut deep, and I know I am an overly emotional person, but even the toughest skin would not have withstood those blows. OK, maybe I am being a little dramatic, but I am just gloomy.
I wish I could be with my babies at their Halloween party today instead of at work. I hate the fact that Denny and I continue to work hard, and I am still constantly stressed out about money. I know it will pass … we are working so hard to make this time pass, but it is hard.
I think that’s all. Now that I look at it, it doesn’t seem so bad. But, the pit is still there.
This, too, shall pass.
