Current worries

I can’t focus. I have zero energy. My back hurts a little, which stresses me out … my ear is bothering me … only a little, but I’m still a little worried … I am the most impatient person in the world … I just want everything to be okay … and everything is so far … but I still can’t relax … I read all these message boards and some of the messages are positive saying cramping is normal, but some say it’s a concern … will my doctor just get back so I can transfer my medical records and get some advice already! She is coming back on Monday, so again I just need to chill out, but that is easier said than done. I’m going home, putting on my slippers, curling up under a blanket on couch, watching TV, and waiting for my dear husband to get home so my mind can focus on something else for a while.