Emma will not be a big sister in September. This baby would have been due on our anniversary. For the first time in many, many months, I was a little disappointed. Usually I feel relief during this time of the month.
I didn't realize how much I wanted another baby. Maybe it's time to actually start thinking about another baby. Who knows. Then again, I have felt very overwhelmed on more than one occassion this weekend. I even considered calling my sister to see if she could watch Emma for a few hours just to give me some relief. Instead, I made Emma lay down for a much-needed nap. I am sure that once she wakes up, we will both be happier.
Now, I am trying to find some motivation to either work out or do some work-work. Both need to be done. I think I'll go for the workout first. Maybe it will motivate me to get more done and maybe it will make me a little happier. We'll see.
For now, I will continue to enjoy my sweetie.
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